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how I feelThe line between that of family and that of friends
is often unclear to me:
Family are those who protect you
keep you sheltered, keep you loved
Friends are there to pick you up
Keep you safe from harm
The only seperation is from the ties of blood
Though when two people love each other
They become family, friends to lovers of heart
So can one move from family to family?
The unit of dna that keeps me with this group
I feel is too weak to be relied upon
for despite the value
of that which courses through my veins
they have betrayed me,
Betrayal when I was most vulnerable, small and young
it's not easy to escape
Is there a way to forgive and forget?
Whilst I feel tainted with this painful past
scars of torment forged into my heart
sin of abuse etched on my skin
My friends are the ones who know when I am down
They do not violate the barriers
Disgrace the trust
Leave me to rot in my own thoughts
They are the ones who have pulled me through
who have stuck by me and haven't given up on me
Haze, collaboration with StephAmidst the swirls of mist -
and incomprehensible dreams.
I watch you - stray wanderer
as you explore the bay of all that I ever was
My past future - future past
Everything I am and ever will be
Everything I ever strode to have been
You lay upon lush grass,
wind coating you in dust
- of dreams and memories;
and as you smile into its caress,
my smile to you remains unseen.
You thread admist the speckled shells,
You glow as one with the rolling waves -
leaving footprints embedded in sands of time,
foamy footprints in the wake of waves behind.
Moondrops descend from hands of euphoric grace,
bathing you in a light that would make jealousy
- of butterflies' radiance.
Radiance of butterflies,
Essence of ecstasy...
The resplendance of your glow glides smoothly,
carried by iridecant wings - gifted so humbly with the lunar cosmos;
along the bays ... of our dreams and memories.
For a dear friendThe white raven flies ever nigh
With her watery wings tipped with dew of earth and air.
Soaring above all in clouds of wispy elegance
She is unmarred, unscathed by the wizened ground
A ground numbed, by the dusty hollowed men and their breath of frosty glint
The glint that cracks and crunches and conquers weak life
And the weak minds of the weak people
Fall like leaves in winter's crisp winds
Do you fall?
Along the rolling hillsides, iced in a frozen gloss
The passion in the far off cry of the awakening phoenix
Soothes the meandering life of young bluebells
Imprisoned in their tomb of deceit
They are reassured that the lie is true after all
Marching onwards, brave little soldiers meet their fate
Unbelieving smiles that crumple in disbelief when the realisation strikes
Is there really nothing more then this?
Do you believe?
A wounded dragon with wings of old bone
Gazes up at the sky with eyes of warm understanding
He knows deep down inside,
His wings shall unfurl and he will dive again
Rotten little CherubThe latest bloomer
The fastest faller
If only her wings of maple leaves tinted with their red glow
Had blanketed her, guided her in warmth smoothly
Down to where I stand.
Watching her with open arms and heart,
I wished upon those golden moons,
Upon all those dancing horizons
That by some slight fortune of hand,
She would fall right into me
I wished that her decent wasn't as hopeless as this world seems
I could have cradled her,
Held her during these hard nights
But the chance was never mine.
All I could do is watch the Angel Fall from grace
Trapped in her cage of pills and hate
Despair destroyed her
Lost love haunted her
The innocence -
I stand her in the grey shade
The colour drained from my life
I will just rest here, and hold your memory forevermore
And so forever I can tell you how much I still love you
My sweet blossom
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